Saturday, October 31, 2009

tiredness

i'm a screwdrive
i screw everything up
my mid terms, my studies, my friendship, my relationship..
i have no idea how to conduct this drama anymore

anymore..

yan
*too much drama*


Thursday, October 29, 2009

350-400 words essay

note: you may click on the photo to magnify it

my first long essay with japanese language (:

for those that know jap, please skip this post.
for those that DON'T know jap, please praise me =)

thank you

yan
*there is too much!*

Monday, October 26, 2009

this is called dinner

we were about 2 mins of walking distance from canteen 9 and this stupid roomie said, "i don't mind treating you prata for dinner geh~"

then i opened my eyes widely, drag her hand and said, "on!"

"OMG!!"

that's what we said. hahaha! *head back to our room and start changing while laughing*

this is her new found prince. im so happy for her (:

we didn't go far. we went jp. haha!

this is the place that i have visited QUITE OFTEN recently but have never blogged about. so i think i shall now "talk" about this restaurant: Prata Wala, Jurong Point, now opened 24 hrs just for you~

a not very professional photo to show u the interior design of this outlet
(photographer: lzt)

vibrate... baby please vibrate.. we're hungry!

how can i not eat them right?

i tell you, they sell good prata!! big enough to feed me haha! this egg onion (telur bawang) and egg (roti telur) prata only cost me $4.05. yes, cost ME!! cuz i paid for it. :( it is of course more expensive if you compare it to the prata(s) sold at the hawker center. but believe me, this is worth trying =)

we finished up quick and proceeded to New York New York! for desserts!! wow!! i kind of regret applying for the membership card though. they make me visit them so frequently =( my pocket is crying already lar! BUT!!! this time lzt settled the bill. *phew~!* (thank you lohhhh~)


they changed their menu... layout!! haha! how can they always give me good pictures to temp my saliva?? evil larr!! *roars*

conquering the peach and pineapple waffle. ohh i miss the syiok-ness already!

im not a big fan for waffle/desserts but this cutie can really make me fly~~

so dearly

we managed to get a cubicle. (is it called cubicle?) and in conjunction of the exam season, we MUG there! yeah! quite effective and they didn't even disturb/distract us. they even top up our plain water when the water level is low. yes i know it's their job but most of the restaurants' crew don't practice this anymore right?

we piar for about 1 hour plus, then the waitress came and gave us a cotton candy!! if you know NYNY, they actually give out cotton candy for free, but i think people usually ask for it cuz i asked for it once haha! i dont know why that waitress did that but i was just too surprised that they didn't give us the so-called "pressure" but free us a candy in stead!


roomie and i were too full but as a manner, we accepted the candy (: hehe! sacrifice our stomach once a while marr. it was a bit wasted as we melted the left overs in the drinks. sorrieeeee... my stomach cannot store it anymore.. T_T

preparation of final exams can be as relaxing as you like. it depends on how you manage your time and work.

*wow* im not that pro but ya, don't stress out at this period! everyone, you have my support! =)

yan
*if you're not the best, you are one of the rest*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

失落沙洲 - 徐佳塋

it rhymes C:

失落沙洲 - 徐佳瑩 (词、曲、唱 :徐佳塋 )




又来到这个港口 没有原因的拘留
you lao dao zhe ge gang kou mei you yuan yin de ju liu
我的心乘着斑驳的轻舟
wo de xin cheng zhe ban bo de qing zhou
寻找失落的沙洲
xun zhao shi luo de sha zhou

随 时间的海浪漂流
sui shi jian de hai lang piao liu
我用力张开双手
wo yong li zhang kai shuang shou
拥抱那么多起起落落
yong bao na me duo qi qi luo luo
想念的还是你望着我的眼波
xiang nian de hai shi ni wang zhe wo de yan bo

*我不是一定要你回来
wo bu shi yi ding yao ni hui lai
只是当又一個人看海
zhi shi dang you yi ge ren kan hai
回头才发现你不在
hui tou cai fa xian ni bu zai
留下我迂回的徘徊
liu xia wo yu hui de pai huai

我不是一定要你回來
wo bu shi yi ding yao ni hui lai
只是当又把回忆翻开
zhi shi dang you ba hui yi fan kai
除了你之外的空白
chu le ni zhi wai de kong bai
还有谁能来教我爱
hai you shui neng lai jiao wo ai

又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
you hui dao zhe ge jin tou wo ye xiang zai wang qian zou
只是愈看见海阔天空
zhi dhi yue kan jian hai kuo tian kong
愈遗憾没有你分享我的感动
yue yi han mei you ni fen xiang wo de gan dong

Repeat *

我不是一定要你回來
wo bu shi yi ding yao ni hui lai
只是当又一个人看海
zhi shi dang you yi ge ren kan hai
疲惫的身影不是我
pi bei de shen ying bu shi wo
不是你想看见的我
bu shi ni xiang kan jian de wo

我不是一定要你回來
wo bu shi yi ding yao ni hui lai
只是当独自走入人海
zhi shi dang du zi zou ru ren hai
除了你之外的依赖
chu le ni zhi wai de yi lai
还有谁能叫我勇敢
hai you shui neng jiao wo yong gan

除了你之外的空白
chu le ni zhi wai de kong bai
还有谁能来教我爱
hai you shui neng lai jiao wo ai



adapted from: pinyin-lyrics.blogspot.com

Note: this song reminds me of the kebanggaan at martini. reminds me of phang phaik voon too! haha! i so want to sing it again in the ktv =)

yan
*second chance?*

Monday, October 19, 2009

Polaroid + PhotoScape (:

Polaroid and Photoscape are now my best friends. thanks boon for the recommendation. :)

let's see what have i done to some of my random photos:

first up: a photo taken at watami, ion orchard. i heart both the original picture and the after-"polaroid-ized"-version.


the PhotoScape try out =)




i had a great time with wenqi- the neighbor and zhitheng- the roomie @ orchard last weekend. we shall hang out more often next time. maybe to kluang? haha!

up next: photos taken when 大姑 (eldest aunt) came to singapore for her business trip. i brought her to tcc since i got a $10 voucher! *wink*

so this is what she ordered. same as what caroline ang ordered last time.


yes, this is my cute aunt (: who always send me cute and YOUNG messages via fb, emails and msn! haha!

next next: this is uploaded just because it's my first try out on both photoscape and polaroid that i combined together. nice? haha! i hope so!


ya. it is now week 10!! yohuuuuuuuu!!!! STUDY TIME!!! T___T

yan
*it's a hot and spicy day*

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

killing mid terms!

haha! i just cannot let my blog being so dead! I SHALL UPDATE!!!

so now i am sitting (studying) in my room. waiting for the the time to fly~~ HAHA!! im having a mid term paper later. so happy!!

WHAT? no no !! i am not prepared yet!! it's just that i have been suffering from all these mid term papers since............. few weeks ago? IT IS TORTURING OH-KAY! why do mid terms feel like finals?? hmph.... ):

everyone is asking for more time to get their stuffs done. but now i am not! i just hope that time passes faster so that i can go out and enjoy. i cant wait for thursday evening anymore. i cant wait to meet aunt for a night stay in the hotel!! *wheeeeee* ohhh i've got so many things to do after my thursday paper!! hahahaha!

so a note to myself and everyone who is reading this. keep ur mouth clean and healthy okay? gum infection is ridiculous! it hits me! damn boh song!! =( damn irritating u know! make me recover!! NOW!!! T_T

ok, back to studies. cheat shEEt not yet done OOPS!! @.@

yan
*what to eat what to eat?*


Thursday, October 8, 2009



我想,
身为游子的我们,
只要一有机会,
就应该回家。

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

kill me!

gg.

this week-

today (tue) : ODE Homework Assignment due - submitted!
tomorrow (wed) : Stochastic Mid-term - tutorials untouched!
thursday: UWW meeting with the chair and vices
friday: UWW meeting with wendy
satuday: UWW main committee meeting cum gathering - now i hate gatherings!

next week-

monday: SU joint meeting - important!
tuesday: HP806 Quiz - untouched but i already s/u it! *phew*
wednesday: Regression Mid-term - #1 ponteng subject, TOUCHED NONE!
thursday: ODE Mid-term - the lecturer brought this date forward! it was supposed to be on SATURDAY!!

I GOT NO TIME TO STUDY ALREADY! GG!!!!!!

yan
*confirm die*

Monday, October 5, 2009

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

a video to share. a leng lui to see. a leng zai to screem. a nice song to sing!


You Belong With Me lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me


adapted from elyrics.net (:



yan
*yes, i am stressed*

Friday, October 2, 2009

it's just a conversation to myself so you can ignore the following:

i am feared.
going back to the stressful island is so scary!
i dont want to go back!

i start to realize that sometimes i was really acting in singapore.
com'on who doesnt?
we've got no choice but to hide our true emotions sometimes.
and i think i have got used to it,
and when i come back to this island called home,
i realize that i can no longer communicate well,
outcome from too many pretendings, ha!
i got no example to elaborate,
but that's just how i feel.

but face it, yan!
that's what you have chosen,
that's CAs waving to you,
homework, assignments to submit,
so many dates to meet!
meetings.. stress... midterms.. human-to-human-communications... dramatic life... omg!

i see no air in singapore!

yan
*i am not counting down, i am not!*