it's just a conversation to myself so you can ignore the following:
going back to the stressful island is so scary!
i dont want to go back!
i start to realize that sometimes i was really acting in singapore.
com'on who doesnt?
we've got no choice but to hide our true emotions sometimes.
and i think i have got used to it,
and when i come back to this island called home,
i realize that i can no longer communicate well,
outcome from too many pretendings, ha!
i got no example to elaborate,
but that's just how i feel.
but face it, yan!
that's what you have chosen,
that's CAs waving to you,
homework, assignments to submit,
so many dates to meet!
meetings.. stress... midterms.. human-to-human-communications... dramatic life... omg!
i see no air in singapore!
yan
*i am not counting down, i am not!*
emo? go back suffer together la hahahaha
ReplyDeletetake it easy. look on the brighter side. you're half way through. proud of youself for being able to make it till this far. though the future is tough but i know you able to strive through it. sometimes you need to adapt a different life style in order to get going. actually acting is just a daily routine but just keep on holding with your own conscince.
ReplyDeleteps:hahaha..i'm talking to myself..you can igore it too. =P