it's not that i cannot sleep when i am alone in the room
it's not that i cannot live without anybody
it's not that i don't want to open up my heart
it's just...
it's just ... just frustrated to feel like this..
ya.. i just hate feeling like this..
mood swings
lalala..
yan
*shutting down*
Friday, January 29, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
i can't sleep!!
a quick update here:
1) the stupid bastard is supposed to leave by tuesday. and i bumped into him yesterday and he has his clothes hanging outside his room just now. so ya. still there. =S
2) i got myself a temp staff position in the Alumni Affairs Office and will start working this week. HAPPY! i will work hard and earn more and try to pull my friends in so that we can earn extra money together (:
3) shop alot recently but most of the stuffs i bought are not for myself. happy though.
4) receive MUFFIN from MUFFIN! taste like heaven! i crave for more!
5) more and more outings and gatherings are coming:
so conclusion,
crazy last week.
busy this week.
some photos to share to sort of summarize my "what i did for my first 2 weeks in ntu (semester 6)". lazy to upload all now. will share pieces by pieces (:
first week: mag's first time in singapore. glad to meet her here with edison. missy join us for a while too ! (: come again okay?
kbox. gatal liao!
a random night
second week: friday = free day = shop orchard whole day. with the shorties.
second week: sunday shopping with hd and von. had out buffet dinner in a lousy restaurant. wont go there again! die die!
the food. not very bad but just dun worth the price.
happy faces. the 45 mins of shopping.
I MISS THEM
a quick update here:
1) the stupid bastard is supposed to leave by tuesday. and i bumped into him yesterday and he has his clothes hanging outside his room just now. so ya. still there. =S
2) i got myself a temp staff position in the Alumni Affairs Office and will start working this week. HAPPY! i will work hard and earn more and try to pull my friends in so that we can earn extra money together (:
3) shop alot recently but most of the stuffs i bought are not for myself. happy though.
4) receive MUFFIN from MUFFIN! taste like heaven! i crave for more!
5) more and more outings and gatherings are coming:
- movie on tuesday i can't wait.
- STEAMBOAT yang i would say AGAIN???? @@. but for 10 in hall 10. and to celebrate cny. okay lahhh..
- SENTOSA! cant believe i am going to that island again. don't ask me to have fun. i know i won't this time.
so conclusion,
crazy last week.
busy this week.
some photos to share to sort of summarize my "what i did for my first 2 weeks in ntu (semester 6)". lazy to upload all now. will share pieces by pieces (:
first week: mag's first time in singapore. glad to meet her here with edison. missy join us for a while too ! (: come again okay?
kbox. gatal liao!
a random night
second week: friday = free day = shop orchard whole day. with the shorties.
second week: sunday shopping with hd and von. had out buffet dinner in a lousy restaurant. wont go there again! die die!
the food. not very bad but just dun worth the price.
happy faces. the 45 mins of shopping.
and before i off to bed,
I MISS THEM
yan
*rolling*
ps: baoz, im listening to our redbox video clips. wait til i gatal i post them up okay? heart the voice!
*rolling*
ps: baoz, im listening to our redbox video clips. wait til i gatal i post them up okay? heart the voice!
Friday, January 22, 2010
bastard
a bastard was caught red-handed for peeping a girl taking shower at around 11am last night.
the witness chose not to lodge a police report
and decided to let the school to take over the case.
what disappoint me the most was,
the campus security let that bastard go
and he is now still staying in his room at MY BLOCK, 3rd floor.
yes. he is still in his room now.
just 1 level up from my room.
scary.
he looks normal.
he has no guilt at all.
he admitted that this is his second time doing this fucking shit.
oh stupid bastard.
are u a man?
how can u act so normal when the victim was so innocent standing in front of you?
i dont mean to discriminate anyone but you just roll away from here!
back to your country or wherever belongs to a bastard.
one of my floor-mates got so irritated and she actually went door by door to warn the girls in my block to watch out for that bastard and to be extra careful.
admire her courage
especially when she shouted in front of that bastard's room
asking him to move out immediately.
*claps*
and the victim's male friend was very worried and they actually help out in speeding up the process of evicting that bastard out from the hall.
well,
how fast can the hall act?
how efficient can the school handle this kind of "peeping tom" casses?
how skillful they can actually wipe away the shameful cases and cover it from the media?
the longer the bastard stays here
the more uncomfortable i am in the hall
the more scared i got when i walk up to 3rd floor
the more unsecured i feel when i go to the washroom
imagine yourself as the victim
isn't it a nightmare?
now i can say that i can totally understand how the girls felt from the cases i heard.
cuz i was the victim last night.
yan
*i was in the maze*
the witness chose not to lodge a police report
and decided to let the school to take over the case.
what disappoint me the most was,
the campus security let that bastard go
and he is now still staying in his room at MY BLOCK, 3rd floor.
yes. he is still in his room now.
just 1 level up from my room.
scary.
he looks normal.
he has no guilt at all.
he admitted that this is his second time doing this fucking shit.
oh stupid bastard.
are u a man?
how can u act so normal when the victim was so innocent standing in front of you?
i dont mean to discriminate anyone but you just roll away from here!
back to your country or wherever belongs to a bastard.
one of my floor-mates got so irritated and she actually went door by door to warn the girls in my block to watch out for that bastard and to be extra careful.
admire her courage
especially when she shouted in front of that bastard's room
asking him to move out immediately.
*claps*
and the victim's male friend was very worried and they actually help out in speeding up the process of evicting that bastard out from the hall.
well,
how fast can the hall act?
how efficient can the school handle this kind of "peeping tom" casses?
how skillful they can actually wipe away the shameful cases and cover it from the media?
the longer the bastard stays here
the more uncomfortable i am in the hall
the more scared i got when i walk up to 3rd floor
the more unsecured i feel when i go to the washroom
imagine yourself as the victim
isn't it a nightmare?
now i can say that i can totally understand how the girls felt from the cases i heard.
cuz i was the victim last night.
yan
*i was in the maze*
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
he called.
when i was half awaken for my cure-my-minor-flu-quick-please-nap.
what a familiar voice.
with an unknown number.
we talked.
in a formal way.
and he said
"are you still available for the job?"
"YES! YES!"
jumped into highness.
hahaha! hire me!! hire me!!
i need money!!
i long for shopping!
i long for STARBUCKS that i THINK i have quit it. *oops*
i want a day trip!
alone? pair? group?
not important.
to melaka/kluang at least.
bring me there! take me around!
and ya readers, i do this a lot lately bacause....
the girl in the mirror have no money to buy.
arggh!!
oh ya! BIG NEWS!!
COTTON ON IS IN JURONG POINT!!
so if u just found out from me, go shop go shop!!
wish me luck for the interview tomorrow morning.
i genuinely need the job! hahaha!!!
yan
*drifted away*
when i was half awaken for my cure-my-minor-flu-quick-please-nap.
what a familiar voice.
with an unknown number.
we talked.
in a formal way.
and he said
"are you still available for the job?"
"YES! YES!"
jumped into highness.
hahaha! hire me!! hire me!!
i need money!!
i long for shopping!
i long for STARBUCKS that i THINK i have quit it. *oops*
i want a day trip!
alone? pair? group?
not important.
to melaka/kluang at least.
bring me there! take me around!
and ya readers, i do this a lot lately bacause....
the girl in the mirror have no money to buy.
arggh!!
oh ya! BIG NEWS!!
COTTON ON IS IN JURONG POINT!!
so if u just found out from me, go shop go shop!!
wish me luck for the interview tomorrow morning.
i genuinely need the job! hahaha!!!
yan
*drifted away*
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Versusessss
so what i am thinking now is:
HAHAHA~! i can't decide on the modules that i want to take. I NEED ADVICE!! anyway it is too complicated to list down the pro's and con's here. so i am saying that i have to make my own decision right? think so!
first week of new semester is.... BORING!!
i am unmotivated. i am changing my policy. i am..... i am not who i am??
- Korean Language Level I vs. Japanese Language Level IV
- Mind Over Stress vs. Are You Okay, Mental Health in Singapore
- 3-day-week vs. 4-day-week
- skip lecture later vs. attend lecture later
HAHAHA~! i can't decide on the modules that i want to take. I NEED ADVICE!! anyway it is too complicated to list down the pro's and con's here. so i am saying that i have to make my own decision right? think so!
first week of new semester is.... BORING!!
i am unmotivated. i am changing my policy. i am..... i am not who i am??
yan
*count me in*
*count me in*
Monday, January 11, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
my girls and i
after a few smses, 2 phone calls, i left my home for a casual random dinner. =.=" sorry lah, couldn't find a better way to start this blog entry. haha! caution: it's gonna be a long post with lotsa photos. =P
heading to waey's house
whatever =P
the driver
an auntie on board
i am on diet so i share my rice with her. i am generous right?
4 of us pity her so in total she got this! =)
it's very obvious that which one is my favorite right?
from top left: sa pou tofu, salad chicken, NESTUM HE KOH!
hoon with the stupid delicious pose,
leen with the belum mandi pose,
waey with her sudah kering glass,
judy with her sudah habis pot.
this is a MUST SHOW!
done with the dinner. ronda-ed balik pulau, gila-gila-ed in the car, and off we went for our SUPPER at paya terubong. NEW KOPI TIAM LEH!! but i forgot the name already. it is located behind Permata.
spot the aircond in the toilet. not bad right?
and we got ourselves a pondok
we ordered
they slacked!
it's been a while since we last took a photo together. (:
i started with this pose
then they followed. *gila*
and i said, give me a natural one. so:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
hmm .. pass la!
ours
pregnant lady?
she must be very tired, internship girl.
heading to waey's house
whatever =P
the driver
an auntie on board
you know when we all gather, we will never forget about the rest of the girls. so of course we called them up. so first victim: mei yee! then, EERENE! hahaha!
"hello, is it harvest inn?" moral of the day: must recognise ch'ng choo waey's voice for life! they know what i mean =P
the driver picks everyone up and we headed to our dinnerland~ chu char @..... somewhere near sungai ara.
"hello, is it harvest inn?" moral of the day: must recognise ch'ng choo waey's voice for life! they know what i mean =P
the driver picks everyone up and we headed to our dinnerland~ chu char @..... somewhere near sungai ara.
i am on diet so i share my rice with her. i am generous right?
4 of us pity her so in total she got this! =)
it's very obvious that which one is my favorite right?
from top left: sa pou tofu, salad chicken, NESTUM HE KOH!
hoon with the stupid delicious pose,
leen with the belum mandi pose,
waey with her sudah kering glass,
judy with her sudah habis pot.
this is a MUST SHOW!
done with the dinner. ronda-ed balik pulau, gila-gila-ed in the car, and off we went for our SUPPER at paya terubong. NEW KOPI TIAM LEH!! but i forgot the name already. it is located behind Permata.
spot the aircond in the toilet. not bad right?
and we got ourselves a pondok
we ordered
they slacked!
it's been a while since we last took a photo together. (:
i started with this pose
then they followed. *gila*
and i said, give me a natural one. so:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
hmm .. pass la!
ours
pregnant lady?
she must be very tired, internship girl.
if i'm not mistaken, we didn't drink alcohol. but this girl starts to create story out of nowhere. judy, i promised not to upload in fb but blog okay right? haha!
actually it was her sifu who taught her all these. and so she thanks her sifu with a bowl of peanut soup.
semua gila!
i heart u all!
and that's when we called it a day =)
NAH!!!
actually it was her sifu who taught her all these. and so she thanks her sifu with a bowl of peanut soup.
semua gila!
i heart u all!
and that's when we called it a day =)
yan
*i know*
*i know*
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