are you stupid too?

i think i am stupid
the surrounding has structured me into someone so damn irritably stupid idiot!
(got grammar mistake or not? whatever, you know what i mean)

tell me that i'm not alone
tell me that you are stupid too

hahahah~!

i am very stressed
yes, stress level: MAX
no attention is needed
don't have to say anything
just read this and close your windows

hahahah~!

stupid!!
i never labeled myself "stupid" before leh! OMG!

hahahah~!

why do i keep laughing in my post while i have =( on my face?

give me an "S" for my HP806- Psychology Of Crisis STRESS Management.

STRESS?

yes, this module thought us how to handle stress and stuffs in a crisis or in our daily life. honestly, i like the lecture(r) haha! but well, i cannot apply the theory-theory sekalian here to aid myself ):

make me pass all my core modules with at least.. i mean.. AT LEAST a B??
and my jap? i did some mistakes. aiks! let me score let me score!!

namonamonamonamonamo

arghhh... i dare not dream further
the notes are killing
the tutorials and pass year questions are devils!!
i don't even understand the solution!!

stay positive, stay focus, ignore anything that can affect my mood!

omitabah~~~

yan
*i have to save me from myself*

your voice is worth losing

i caught this song from the Mix FM this morning, and so it makes me click into youtube to search for the music video. i think it is too selfish to not to share. so i decided to spend 10 minutes of my revision time to post this up (:

It's All Coming Back To Me Now- Celine Dion

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

adapted from: .azlyrics.com

the original music video is unable to be embedded but if you are interested, click here. (:

quoted from one of the comments: one of the most amazing voice in the earth.

ya i agree! who doesnt?

This is another "Ying Yan's Top 20 songs from the 90's".

To Love You More - Celine Dion

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

adapted from: lyrics007.com

i personally think that these two pieces make the greatest hits in the 90's. and there is not much english songs that can make my eyes wet. (not cry but touched). so sing it out loud! your voice is worth losing q:

good! 8 mins! haha! wish me luck for my paper later!

yan
*more and more songs are playing in my mind*

Still - Frankie J

it's a song that i was once so in love with it. enjoy.

no lyrics is up this time cuz the "music video" is just plainly LYRICS. haha!

yan
*first paper tomorrow. remember!*

ps: i couldn't download video clips with real player already. help!!!!

abulalalalala..

warning: first part is rubbish so it belongs to "dustbin" while the second part is not and belong to "new stuff" =)

i feel like bloggin. i am very sien!!

you know, i have just used my 2.5 hours to finish up my TUTORIAL ONE!

*YA ALLAH*

so ok, blog. i wanna blog about.................................. ok nothing to blog about! concentrate, lim ying yan!! start your TUTORIAL TWO noooooooooow! arggh... 2 only !!! ok actually i am done with 7 to 10. HAHAHA~! WHAT'S SO FUNNY!!!!

grrrr.......

so, something to share. NEW STUFF NEW STUFF!! to my dearest lappy!! congrats!! im gonna announce that

I AM USING WINDOWS 7 RIGHT NOW!

credtits to MR. CHEAH WEI SHIN

(nah, you ask me to caps lock it and print screen to my blog one ha! i give u free gift: i bold it too!)

ya, after using for about 5 days, i find that this OS is really wonderful. at least, oh i mean it is obviously better than vista (: go try people!

yan
*focus...concentrate...whatever!*

an eye-swelling day

imma MIA for a while. i hope that i can do it. but other than that i think i will still be blogging.

*LOL*

wish me luck for my oral test later!

and on another note,
i feel.... so weird.
so weird to be not pampered.
it is aching to be left out.

on a happier note, you should read what my roomie blogged about her bday. she thanks me like really a thousand times. and i must say that YOU ARE WELCOME! cuz u made my day too! ya only "day". i ended my day with a da-bao-ed old town nasi lemak that night. pity me =(

maybe "somebody" is right, i am left with no friends. only my roomie. haha! whatever you want to say, go ahead! and i am telling you now that I DONT CARE!

will update soon i guess. i got too much to blog about.

yan
*i chose it, i live with it*

last lesson for japanese language level 3

finally, here comes to the end of my japanese level 3.

imma miss the classes.

this is really the most entertaining class i ever had.

how i wish i could have classmates and teacher like that again next time.

sigh....

藤田先生 (fujita sensei),

you are funny, you are cute and you are amazing!

love your moves and explanation in our classes!

haha!

damn emo.......

picture taken after our listening test. damn cute right, my class =)

体に気おつけてください！

yan

*i need more smiling faces*

the mac pro effect

it was just yesterday when i met this stupid friend of mine for dinner @ the palate. pictures taken by his new friend that he wanted me to meet- mac pro.

thanks for showing off your mac. i can finally change my display picture.

exam period. i need entertainment. and i am now so bore that i couldn't even concentrate in my revision!

grrrrrrr.................. so i shall post this up to entertain u =)

yan

*current life's a straw*